Stuck

I should just be over you, I should know better, I shouldn't be thinking of you...but I am and all I can think is how badly I miss you. I want to just say let's forget the past and start over fresh...but the scars remain and neither one of us are the same...

I sit around looking out the window remembering the days gone by, how I wish you were here with me making me smile and holding me close. How I wish the pain would just vanish and we could be together again...but wishing gets me no where and so I sit alone...

I remember the days we laughed and the days we fought...I remember the way you held my hand and the nights I reached for yours but only grasped air...I remember the tears of joy but the tears of pain overwhelm me too...what am I suppose to do?

Why can't I just get over you? Why do I dream about you at night? Why do I cry out for you still and why does my heart yearn for you?

I still feel our last kiss...You haunt me and I need to let go...I try to tell you good-bye but my heart screams out and I forget how to speak. I am forever stuck in your embrace...