The Truth..

The truth is...
I might look happy, I may be smileing...
But inside Im trapped and crying...
Telling you that i love you i cannot dare...
Because Im sure that you wouldnt care..

You look at me and im filled with shame..
I hate to admit my feelings turned into flame..
My heart burns for you to know...
That I cry, bleed, and Ill allways love you...

Even though you hurt me and you lied..
My heart is torn and Oh so much I cried..
But i knew i wasnt fooling anyone...
I knew i allready died...

My tounge twists when you around...
I try so hard to speak but there is no sound..
My eyes are so teary and i try so hard not to cry..
Because I know everything you tell me is a lie..

I Cant help but to stare at your gloomy eyes...
Your angel face that I cant beleive lies..
And I really cant help but to stare at your lips..
And oh so are my lips longing for your sweet kiss..

Your hands are so close to mine...
I wish i could just fill in the spaces...
My mind tells me to stop I crossed the line...
But my heart keeps whispering for me to hold on..

I wish youd just see...
You mean everything to me...
I wish youd feel the same way...
But a dream it is so far away...

So the truth is...
I love you so much...