The answer to your question is leave her, i would say. somebody who treats you poorly and causes you so much pain where you begin to doubt the feelings isn't going to get you too far. sooner or later it's bound to come to an end.

Leave her.

Your piece sounds more like a monologue than a poem. Not bad, just doesnt sound like verse. Its like picking up a strangers diary and turning to a page in the middle.

Very Interesting write..
Something different.
Keep up the good Work!
5/5
God Bless!

Awhh, that was so sad.. The flow was a little off because your lines were all different lengths.. But your descriptions were good as was the emotion.. Nicely done 5/5

Wow how sad this poem.. i felt really sad... this is great coz i feel the emotion. but for me i advise u to leave her now and try to expose your self to other things and other girl maybe u gonna felt better then... well god bless u and good luck 5/5

Great poem with great emotion showing it it, also i like your word choices, they are great.
I think you have done a great job. you are a great writer. 5/5 from me.keep up the best job

All I can say is that i can relate to this poem n i know how u feel, well ur poem was great i give u a 5/5

Awww that poem was soo sad i loved it :) well done on writing an amazing poem and such a powerful message behind it. Great poem!!!
loves ya
lucy
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You should leave if she treats you like crap. Don't be afraid to say something. You deserve so much better then this girl. You may still love her but you need to think about your happiness and your feelings. If you arn't happy then you need to get out of the relationship. Thats all if this poem is of personal issue. I wish you the best.

Wow that was way deep hun.. i hope your life realy isnt that bad.. but if it is then get rid of the girl and move on.. there are better girls out there.. it may be scary at first because of how long you were her.. but i was finally able to walk away from a four year relationship that was nothing but abuse and drugs.. i am so much better now and happier.. there are people that care..

Love
Brandy