With all this time,
Without you here,
With all this time,
To doubt and fear,
I can only survive with you holding my hand,
I can't survive while my dreams turn to sand,
With my thoughts,
Without your kiss,
With my thoughts,
No idea this much I'd miss...
I miss you more with every breath,
Every second longing for death,
With all these demons,
Without a loving voice,
With all these demons,
I've lost all choice,
I'm so lost 'cause your not around,
Bang, scream, you won't find me here.
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This poem is about a insane stalker who has been put in solitary with only her thoughts and she thinks the person she stalked loves her too and will find her dead and blame himself for not being there.