MY ONE WISH

My one and only wish,
is to be cold and on deaths list.
I have done nothing but lie,
and now I wish to die.
The disappointment I seen in my moms eyes.
The tears I see when she cries.
I am the one that made it so.
Maybe it will stop when I go.
The shame in my sisters look.
I know her smile I took.
If I could go back and never do what I did.
Then maybe temptation I would not have been led.
But I have be led and I did do that disgraceful thing.
So now the end is my new beginning.