by megan Sep 18, 2006
category :
Love, romance /
lost love
You're back in town, after years of being gone, i so badly want you back but I'm afraid that I'll go down. Like the other times that i trusted and loved you i was turned away for drugs. How could you be so in love with me and one day just not be? Maybe you just decided that i am not the one, or what took its toll was those figging drugs. I am avoiding your calls, and i avoid streets where i know you will see me. When i am in school i scan all the halls. I do this to make sure that i do not see you, i avoid you to avoid the pain that i do not want to endure. I\'m sorry if you're done with drugs and you realized that you love me, but I'm not about to put my life on hold just for you, not again, not this time. |