She wipes away the tears
as she walks through the doors
facing her biggest fears
looking at the shiny floors
she sees her reflection
its not that girl she used to be
what dont these people see
her image on herself
its a horrible sight
in a world where there is no light
its black and white
no in between
shell never be good enough
as she has seen
life gets rough
shell make it through
but times like these, there are a few
shes been through worse
its like a curse
but nothing like this
that she cant overcome
shes scared of what she has become
lacking self-confidence
along with innocence
she became obsessed
with looks and flawlessness
as she looks in the mirror, she thinks to herself
why am i worthless
criticizing herself, is what she does best
she finds many flaws of which she tries to fix
a lot of things she puts at risk
her future her life even some friendships
the horrid words come from her lips
ive lost a little but i need some more
how about this times four
they try to warn her help her and plead
they beg her to stop
before she hits the top
loses control and all sanity
shes really close
but how could this be
its just a break-down cant you see
why wont you guys just leave me be
she just cant take it shes slipping away
today is not the day
neither is tomorrow
she wont stop until shes happy
that might be too late
she smiles and laughs but its all fake
she doesnt know how much more she can take
the stress it gets to her
but she pushes it aside
she swears shes okay
but its like the other times shes lied
with everything she tries to hide
its no longer a game
&& nothing will ever be the same
*it was being stupid and wouldn't let me put it in any other catagorey
