All i can here is screaming.
yelling, yelling, yelling,
i run to my room
i i sit on the floor with the lights off.
i rock my self back and forth
i turn my lamp on and off.
i never wanted to smoke
but i did and still do....
i never wanted to drink
but i did and still do....
i wanted to stay a virgin till marriage
but i did...
i never wanted to cut myself
i promised myself and god
that i would never resort to that
but i did and still do....
GOD WHAT HAVE I BECOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
