Anywhere but here

These songs are playing,
the drums,the rhythm,
the beat,
it all goes together perfectly,
leading me away,
to a place thats so much easier,
a place where i can actually breathe,
somewhere beautiful,
away from all this,
i wish i could just get away,
just get away,
and never look back,
to what i have done,
to those who've gone to soon,
to the times i just want to forget,
his laugh still haunts me,
his smile is still deep in my heart,
all those winter nights,
lying awake in your arms,
while you'd sing our songs,
over and over again,
now its all over,
and the day he passed,
the day i saw my family,
breaking down in tears,
lately the whole world seems to be falling apart,
god,why'd you do this to us,
why'd you do this to me,
take it all back,
i don't want this anymore,
come and take me,
take me away,
let me fall into your arms,
and carry me away,
to a sunset somewhere far away,
anywhere but here,
anywhere but here.