Heart torn between two

My heart is torn between two men I love,
Just wanting to be happy is all I am thinking of.
I am falling into a state of depression,
Loving two men is what I'm confessing.
Married to one, yet loving another,
The pressure of having such a life changing decision is causing my heart to smother.
What do I do? where do I turn?
No matter what my decision someone is going to get burned!
Do I stay? or do I go?
What will my life bring tomorrow?
I long to be happy, but what choice is right?
I wish I had better insight.
My heart is torn between two men I love,
Just wanting to be happy is all I am thinking of.
My husband is waiting for me on the sidelines, while I continue to see this other guy,
Not to many husbands would say "Have a good time, be safe and just come back home to me" as He sits and cries.
I hate myself for what I am doing to him, never meant to fall in love...
My heart is torn between two men I love,
Just wanting to be happy is all I am thinking of.