Who am i?

Searching for myself
is this place
with familar faces
they all know who they are
but i feel like an outsider
im usually in the spot light
the one everyone looks to
but now i feel so helpless
im so confusd on what to do
i used to know
where i belonged
then one day
everything just went wrong
i was left broken hearted for the millionth time
told myself i had to change something
because this life im living just aint right
at times i get lost in such a deep thought
i find myself sick
and want to throw up
my past hurts to even think about it
the bad memories hurt
but the good memories hurt the most
i just wish i knew who i was
i just wish i knew who i am
so then i wouldnt have to right
these stupid poem
i confine myself in