My goodbye

As i look into your eyes
i wish what you were telling me wasn't all a bunch of lies
now i cry myself to sleep at night
wishing that you were faithful
but wishes are only in fairy tales and there do not come true
now all i can do is sit here until i am reborn
as i hold my breathe and count to three the bloody tears roll down the surface of my shattered heart
i wish you could hold me like you used to before all the hatred and lies
you destroyed everything that i once was i used to love to be free and run around as if i were a child
but now all i can do is wonder how you did it how i didn't notice that you were lying to me
you took me as a fool because you thought i would never find out how horrid you truly are
but now i know and im not afraid of you anymore so this is my goodbye

yet i still love you