Couldnt really imagine what it was going to be like that day when you werent there.
no one to wake me up..no one to show me they cared.
couldnt really expalin to my self that day what happend. it seemed like all of a sudden a bunch of wieghts were put to my shoulders and i fell. and for the first time..nothing to fall on.
i cried all night. and all day. my eyes finally went dry..but the pain still didnt go away.
the snow i walked on that night was like ice..i remembered how we used to go on our walks..those were so nice.
i miss you incredibly. havent forgotten you a day that it has passed.
every morning i would think how you would wake me up..and how it seemed like are days would just skip.
the walks we took..i miss those too. how i would fall on to the snow..but you would still catch me so i wouldnt bruise.
if i could tell you now how i felt..
i know you wouldnt of tooken ur life. and "accidently" of killed urself.
