The Day

Not long ago I had what most people only dream of
I had a guy that loved me for me
He put up with my bad attitude
He even put up with my stupidity
But no matter what I did he loved me
Then one night I really screwed up
I got drunk and I was mad at him
Which is never a good combination
Well there was only one guy there
I didnt even know him
All I knew was that he was a friend of a friend
But I was so drunk and mad that I didnt care
So that night I made out with a guy that I didnt even know
The next day I felt so bad
I couldnt believe what I had done
But hey I was drunk I didnt know what I was doing
That is no excuse
I thought that maybe I would just forget about it
But the memory just wouldnt go away
So I told him what I had done
Of course he was furious but
Being the guy he is he gave me another chance
I thought to myself I didnt deserve him
He was too good to be true and he didnt deserve to be hurt
By a stupid girl like me
So the night I told him I didnt want to be with him
He was crushed
I told him I didnt deserve his love
I tried to make him understand
And the whole time he kept telling me that he loved me and didnt want to let me go
So we argued for along time
I cried a lot and I saw in his face he was heartbroken
But I wouldnt let him change my mind
So he walked me to my car
And asked for one last kiss
I will always remember that kiss and the look in his eyes when I went to leave
I started to cry again
And he said he wouldnt let me leave crying
So I got my self together enough to get in the car
I started the engine and left
And the whole way home I cried
Because I knew I had just let go of everything good that I had and would ever have