Memories

Can you remember,
What we used to have?
The sweet little memories,
Lying in my head.

Iâ??ll never forget the times,
We held each other dear.
Those times I will remember,
Until my mind is cleared.

You feel so far away now,
So distant and so sparse.
I reach out for your hand,
With fear of youâ??re rejection,
Something never felt before.

You twist and turn in my mind,
Feeling all desire burn,
I find no remorse,
From the thoughts that plague my head.

I know I miss you, boy,
I know I will forever,
I know Iâ??ll pray and pray.

Some days I sit and think,
Some days I sit and ponder,
One day maybe weâ??ll be one,
But for now,
Iâ??ll just hold on to my memories,
Swimming in my head.