Thoughts of Insanity

Everywhere I turn it follows me.
So hard to escape this insanity!
Voices fading,
Time going back and forth.
What is reality and what is not?
Memories bringing fresh stabs of pain.
And suddenly all I hear is you,
laughing at me.
And all I see are her arms around you.
Feelings of betrayal an rage
creeping into my already damaged system.
What was has changed
and
what is, is suddenly
..........................
nothing