My life's story

I have always wondered what it would be like to fall in love and live happily ever after.well,that day came when i met "him,"he was so caring,thoughtful,kind,had a sense of humor,very respectful,a killer smile that would make my legs weak,very intelligent,a good listener,a great friend,and when he would look at me;it was as if i had turned to water.everything was going great;we had a lot of laughs and we just loved being around each other until that terrible day came.during the time i was in my last class;i got this bad feeling in my stomach and i was thinking that today,my boyfriend is going to break up with me and i didn't believe it until it actually happened.i was in total shock and i felt as if my heart had died right then and there;and that no one would have notice because they weren't paying attention.the pain got so bad that i refused to believe that the relationship was over until i saw what it was doing to me.i was hurting so badly that every time i heard the songs we like,seeing him everyday at school,see him in my dreams or even think about him;i would automatically start to cry and kept on crying until it would make me sick and wondering why was so blind to see that this was going to happen?how come i didn't see it coming?was i so blinded by love that i wasn't thinking about what the consequences would be if the relationship had ended?the pain was so unbearable that i lost interest in the things i love to do and became a walking zombie that was heartbroken and would never live to be human again.that's when the depression took over and became the only friend i need to help me even though my real friends were doing their best to make me feel better.i guess happiness has its desires and curses;since anyone could fall under the spell of love and then be cursed by it when its over.may be there is only room for sadness in the heart until someone new comes along and makes everything seems joyful again.