Rainy day

I never thought I'd come this far, from a note within my head,
Because I always thought I knew, the worlds which would be said,
You stumbled on the words, I've never heard before,
I heard your love calling, though even my closed door,
I paced around in circles, so my mind was more confused,
I tried to force a sentence, with a heart thats been abused,

Thought I'd never be serious, so take each day by chance,
I could be your music, a moment you could dance,
I could be an ocean, but in my depth you'd drown,
I could try to be a circus, but I would be your clown,
They say love is an ocean, so I could be your world,
Just to be your shadow, the closest I have held,

You never really see me, for who I can truly be,
Because I push aside everything, when it's only you I see,
The image of your face, held upon my tongue,
It's you the one I speak of, the last thing done,
Tell you how I feel, make sure these skies are grey,
Or keep this secret kept within, saved for a rainy day.