Today

Today would be your birthday
as I sit here crying,
I cant believe that I lost you
because inside I feel I'm dying

You'd have been four today,
so happy birthday to you
My beautiful little boy,
I know ill make it through

I guess god had a place for you
Within his loving arms
And now you're up in heaven
Away from any harm

I felt you inside of me
Felt every single kick
And I enjoyed every moment
Even the mornings I was sick

I know I was young
But still I would have loved you
Id have made a great mum
There to help you through

The way you were conceived
Was not the way it should be
Maybe thats why I lost you
To keep me young and free?

But my time will come again
In the years to come
To have another baby
And be a loving mum