My emotions

As I wipe away the tears falling from my eyes,
I wonder if it would hurt you to know you made me cry.

I think about a lot of things these days, but mostly about you,
And I know that it would kill you to know what I have to do.

I'm trying to give you more, but what else can I give?
And I keep asking myself the question do I really wanna live?

I'm searching for the answers I know I'll never find,
The questions of how long we'll last keep slipping through my mind.

You said you'll never leave me, and I hope you never do,
Because no matter how hard I'd try, I'd never get over you.

No one comes close to you in my heart,
And I can't take the pressure that we're falling apart.

So all I have to give I will only give to you,
and I hopw you'll always love me no matter what I do.

~Written when I was with my ex~

Hayley