So lost in thoughts,
confusion is cluttered up
So scared of the world,
But mostly myself .
Never knew I could hurt so much
I know of my capabilities,
Thats what hurts the most
Knowing that at any moment
My life could fall into the depths of hell
To many thoughts,
I dont want to hear
To many questions unanswered in there
My body is becoming weak
I am my own worst enemy
Never thought it would come to this
Last regrets are my only request
Where do you go when there is no where to turn
What do you say when you dont have the words
When will life lead me the right way
Thoughts of knowing the end is somewhere
Disabling my heart every moment were apart
I dont know the cure or where its at
But I hope its near,
Cause this is my last chance
Im tired of being a cluttered mess
