I wish i understood what it all meant to you.i wish i could read your mind..so that i finally could get the clue.
i wish you would come back and tell me why..everything screwed up. and how everything fell in time.
i wonder how you feel now that im not there. i wonder if you still need me or if you still care. i wonder if you think about me when you sleep.. i wonder if you pray for me..so that one day i wouldnt be so weak.
i miss having you around..someone to pick me up. someone to make my smile bigger and bigger every day. someone to laugh with..even when the stars faded to grey.
i wonder now..how things wouldve been. if you wouldve stayed. if we still wouldve been friends.
i wonder where you are now..in heaven or in hell. either one..may they open up to you. gods confessions you never gave..you had no clue.
