Lies.
that\\\'s my new best friend.
truth? I\\\'ve never heard of such a word.
I cower inside myself thinking of why I am who I am.
what am I doing with my life.
I feed my addiction. the one no ones knows about.
my perfect life its just not good enough for me.
I need that rush....but inside I cower knowing one day my loves will be crushed with the news.
they\\\'ll put the pieces together one by one. figure out my lies.
the addiction won. my heart and soul lost.
