My day 2 day

Day after day i would wait
wait for the day you would smile at me
wake up in the mornin
put on my make up
do my hair
like today was my last
look in the mirror take a deep breath
as i wisperd to myself it can only get better
comes to frist lesson
look over your way
you dont even notice me
its like im invisible
after every think we've been though
you act like this
maybe one day
ill be the one you come to
i miss ur smile
but miss mine more
i wanna be the one who drys ur tears
the one whos there to hold your hand
let me be that person ....
lunch time comes and we still havnt spoke
ive heard your voice a 100 times
i didnt no i would miss it sooo much
everyones happy and laughing
i put on my smile and act like its okay
look over your way again
and see you all over her
tears in my eyes
i look dwn my arm and see the cuts
yuu look at me and laugh
like its not hurting you
i whipe away the tears and carry on walking
i finally made it to last lesson
my fake smile has started to slip
its this time when i miss him most
one whole day with out his smile
another day just wasted away
the bell rings and off i go
home isnt much better as i run up the stairs
tears down my face
i couldnt keep them in no longer
look in the mirror and see the perosn
i never wanted to be
pull out the blade to make a picture
only this isnt a nice one
mum shouts up honey you okay
i ignor her and carry on
whipe of the blood run down the stairs yeah fine mum
and thats my life to beging to end