Love

What is it exactly? Explain please? Because everytime a guy tells me they love me, they end up breaking up with me,or tearing my heart into a million little pieces,and every time another guy comes and puts it back together,they end up breaking it worser than the last time. By now I think my heart is black,and my blood runs silver and cold. Everytime I start caring for the guy or any guy at that matter,they either break up with me because Im not the \\\"perfect girl\\\" or they are in love with somebody else. Why is it so hard to actually find a guy who is cute, sweet, nice, charming, or doesnt care what is on the outside? I think in this century or this world there really is no \\\"Prince Charming.\\\" Love is just one big fairy-tale that every gurl would love to have. But in my love life that would never happen! If you ever fall in love, consider yourself lucky,and hold on to it for a LONG time because sometimes love could fade.