In Your Hands

Every time I try to love you,
you turn and say, "Goodbye",
and every time I turn from you,
it's to wipe a tear from my eye,
why is it that you don't care,
care at all for me,
and why is it that I'm alone,
for all eternity,
I need to hold you closer dear,
as close as I can,
I need to give it all to you,
for me to be a man,
I need to show you how I feel,
so please just take my heart,
because it's far too hard to speak the words,
when my lips will never part,
and if you refuse to listen,
then there's nothing left to say,
so why am I still crying,
the tears won't go away,
I guess I'll always love you,
until my body's in the ground,
I'm screaming out in pain,
but my lips won't make the sound,
please tell me that you hear me,
so I'll know that I'm alive,
please tell me that you see me,
'cause it's so hard to survive,
all of the pains in my heart,
feel like stabbing knives,
and every aching notion,
sends tears out from my eyes,
so now I'll say goodbye to you,
and hope you understand,
that I'll always love you,
and my life is in your hands...