I don't know what to think
But I know all my thoughts stink
I don't know how to feel
Or where to start to heal
All my thoughts surround you
I keep asking myself what to do
I keep hoping you will call
When I finally hear from you I just want to stall
I don't know what I would say
I would probably lie and tell you I am okay
I don't know what to think about
Sometimes I just want to shout
Why did this happen this way
How did we astray
I am driving myself crazy
I wish I could just sit back and be lazy
I don't want to hear you with some girl
If I do then I might hurl
I don't want loose you forever
I would rather loose you never
When we last talked you mentioned my love
I was hoping my answer would be a healing shove
You ask me if I loved you
And I told you that you know I do
I don't know what to think of that
But I am willing to fight this combat
I don't know anything right now
Except I love you that's my vow
When will you realize you still love me?
Cause everyone else tells me that's what they see
You keep getting offensive about me hanging with other guys
They are just friends but your reaction is such a surprise
I don't know if that means you care
If it is then that's something with me you should share
I don't know if I should think that's a good sign
And think maybe someday again you will be mine
I think we have been apart long enough
And have proven our feelings are tough
If you love me and want be with me then tell me so
Because I want you and I love you that you know