In the middle of a lost chance

Your back in my life again
To mess with my head again
I don't know what to do again
I think i got my feelings for you again

Your my hubby and I'm your wife
You give me hints
And finally you came with the truth
Ive liked you before
And you've liked me
Ive said no before
And Ive regretted before

We play the friends with benefits
But i dint want that
I want somebody
But i don't think that somebody is you
What i need is someone to care
And hold me when I'm down

Your not like that
Your the player
Flirting with every girl
Smoking in the back of the movies
Cheating, stealing and lieing
Thats just not for me

My friends wouldn't approve
Especially not of you
But i don't wanna loose our friendship
But i also don't wanna loose the way you look at me
But then you say things behind my back

D@Mn what do i do
All i can think of right now
IS this another chance I'm about to loose
Cause Ive lost too many
And forgotten plenty
So tell me...

I look at you
And you look at me
This time its only me
Saying we cant be
Your smile turns to a frown
As you turn your head around

(^from another poem)
(if you can comment also cuz i really don't know Wat to do)

-me-