I wish I knew before

You said you'd call,
And help me with all,
The things that were dragging me down,
But look now, you're never around
All these things you said,
Were up and alive with and now are
dead
Just because were back home,
You chose to leave me on my own
After all we've been through,
Who would ever knew,
That this would be the real you
You seemed so different back there,
I just wish I more was aware,
you'd turn this way,
But hey!,
People lose friends everyday,
I just wish it didn't have to be this way