She

She is left out in the open.
she needs to be loved.
she needs to feel accepted by these ppl she calls friends.

they need to not try and change her
they need to not make her feel worthless
they need to not give up on her.

they need to understand there is a hidden girl inside this broken one.

a girl that wants to be everything ppl want her to be.
this girl wants to be able to succeed
this girl wants to be accepted.
this girl wants to be free and not caged.

her fortress is her own self.
the put downs and the hurt inflicted by those she holds in her heart.
the barriers are miles high.
to keep the pain out
and herself inside

this girl is me...through it all i act strong...through it all i neva show who i am or what i want to be

i am a mystery that u give up on
because I'm not worth Ur time
i have been isolated and am used by u when u want something from me.

this girl, this broken heart, this solitude, this cruel world...and these thoughts are all i know.

just remember i may be broken and cast aside but u know its Ur fault no matter how u try to excuse it.
i hold no grudge and i will not blame u. and i will still care about u
no matter how much more broken i become this is me