Me and my troubled heart;
Drowned with disappointments;
Suffocated with anger and fear;
So lost am I in this mist of illusions;
Time has proven me wrong;
Self hate has bought me here;
I could only see darkness;
In this long and windy tunnel;
The thorns are hurting my bare feet;
Regrets and loneliness befriended me;
Been searching for that light;
Been living on wishful thinking;
What have I become?
For I despise myself this much?
I allowed my dignity to die;
I have invited misery and pain;
I wish that I had wisdom;
I wish I could turn back time...
