Slit Veins No More Pain

I slide this blade gently across these veins, slowly bleeding I feel no pain. Just desolation and hatred to wards the world.

Gradually falling in circling swirls. I cannot grasp the end that comes so delicately it rains blood down on me.

Drowning me in sorrow i begin to suffocate gasping for air I feel this hate.

I clasp this blade with silence waiting for an answer from the torment that aches me so.

As I reach for another drink everything turns slow. Gazing quietly into the abyss I see myself broken into pieces.

Only the sickness that helps me feel can save me from the skies that pour on me.

But as I look into the light I see something bright A beauty and wonder and shines down on me with glowing eyes.

It is my destiny a far away Love, something I couldn't feel before yet Its there in my eyes, the purity of A love thats far within cries.

I reach out and its there with surprise. My beauty and passion awaiting with sweet love. The pain the subsides and releases up above.