My Disease

No one notices what's wrong with me,
They say it's just a phase it'll pass,
But it's my disease & i'll never be free,
I just want them to take notice & fuss.

I sit here & watch her,
My Sister who seems so perfect in every way,
She's always been the favourite to my mother & father,
She just seems to grow more beautiful each passing day.

They never see me tear up my skin,
They don't even notice the obvious scars,
They don't hear my disease screaming i win,
I can't escape it i'm blocked by bars.