Call for help

I sit there alone, singing songs of love,

Wishing you were here because the memories not enough.

How can I smile with a tear in my eye,

How can I cry when my tears have run dry.

What did I do that was so wrong,

To make you go away for so long.

The girl in the mirror is crying in the night,

And there's nothing I can tell her to make her feel alright.

The girl in the mirror is me and all I feel is pain,

I'm not sure how to handle this feeling that I can't explain.

Please will someone help me through this,

I needs to know what there is to miss.

I want to be free, I want to go,

To a place far away where nobody yet knows.

Where I can watch over people I care for,

Instead of lying here crying on the floor.

I'm in total despair and I'm going mad,

Please someone tell me is this because I'm bad.

So this is my call for someone to help me out,

And tell me what this life is about.