Destroyed, and discouraged,
Bleeding but succeeding.
Lonely and cold,
Crying and withhold,
I am on my own.
These tears blind my path to feel,
Secrets close my map to reveal.
I am wicked,
And constantly tempted,
Stay away from me,
I will stab my taunting words,
And collapse my sinning vowes
On your unstable heart.
My mind is blank,
But with pain,
Hate I make.
My heart is blurry,
And swollen,
Is that you God, calling?
