Lock up

My life use to be free you see
I use to run in the wind
but know you see it's not that way
The sun use to be my best friend
i tend to see it everyday
But know you see it not that same
My life use to be a blast
But know all i do is look at the past
It's like a perment cast of darkness that covers my life
But know it seem like my life is nothing
Thing are making me loose my mind
My friends and i are breaking away
Things seem to be pasting buy too fast
People seem to be hurting me more
No one really know how i feel
My life is ending
Thing are happing that i can't seem to change
When i blink it like i skip another day
I'm hurt with the Way hey act
But somehow I'm all in tact
My friends seem to be passing me by
With Friends and boys and thing that have stop me from being a 15 year old girl
No one understands where I'm at and how i feel
I wish people could see
i can never be me anymore
I never be a kid like i use too be
I miss my FRIENDS
i miss my LIFE...........