I realize now

I realize now what i did was wrong.
i used to want her but now i want u my feelings for her are long gone.
i never should have ended it.
what i did to u wasnt right now i feel like shit.

acouple things ran through my head.
a few things that were left unsaid.
Now ur all im thinkin about.
without u right now and the anger toward my self i just wana shout.

i realize now i love u more than i thought i did.
But everyone makes mistakes im only a kid.
I realize now that i need u more.
i love u so much of that im sure.

So i want to know if u forgive me or not.
without u now my nerves are shot.
i know right now u will never read this.
but i want u to know ur the one i really miss.

when i thought i wanted her the thing is i wanted u.
and i regret all the things i said to her and everything i do.
but girl ur my one and only the only one for me.
when i told her i loved her the truth is i loved u i wish i could tell u the way i write it, right now its so easy.

i care for u so much and right now id do anything to have u back.
but im afraid of whats in store, and all the courage that i lack.
i dont know what to do and this i cant explain i dont know how.
but i love u and i need u so much, and that i realize now.

Jay Jay.
now this poem i made up today Sept. 23, 2006, at 8:55 am. because i broke up with my girlfrend yesterday if u like it comment it rate it.

dedicated to Heather im sorry.