Aint no poem

Yesterday i did the stupidest thing i broke up with my g/f because i thought i wanted my ex but i realize now that i dont want her anymore i want my g.f heather, but at a moment my ex jenna who is the one who all those other poems are about. see i was so inlove with jenna i couldnt get her out of my mind but the second i went around heather jenna was erased from my mind for the first time i dont know how but she was. and ive been waiting so long for a second chance with her and its right infront of my face right now and i wanted it but as i think about it i dont want it anymore. all those feelings for jenna arent gona they will always be inside of me but i needed to move on cause i didnt think i would ever get another chance with jenna because i asked her out about 2 weeks ago and she said no and i thought that meant move on so i tried i havent completely i know i will always love jenna becuase she was my first love but. the thing is i didnt wana move on. and i broke up with heather because i wanted jenna but now i dont i was sittin at a football game and it dawned on me that i made the biggest mistake i have ever made. now i dont know whats gona happen i left messages on heathers myspace and all and im waiting i dont know whats gona happen but im waiting.