As my days grow lonelier as they pass without you.
and as my nights grow darker for i can not embrace you.
my heart has ever longed for only you and no one else.
maybe you, leaving me, is just inevitable.
you are not here, not there, and i can't find you.
everywhere i go, it is you i want and i long for.
but i think fate is blinding me, tricking me.
i am blindfolded with me not knowing.
weary, hurt, broken, and in pain.
my heart still cries for you.
fate has yet to heal my agonies.
and tell the reasons why.
someone who can sew my heart whole again.
heal it, though it will leave a scar.
it will make me remember that once, it got broken.
and once, when it broke, someone cared.
all my life, i've waited for the right one.
but a lifetime is not enough for me.
i won't be able to find you with just a lifetime.
so i wish above, to give me you.
i wish that before i die, i would be able to see you.
the girl that would make me smile before i die.
the girl that would make me love to live and die.
and now, i feel i would see her, im dying.
everyday, i spend my life without you.
it is so hard to think your mine.
and so hard to think you are gonna be mine.
someone left me, so i know you are there.
for a long time, i have been longing for you.
you give me all the reasons to live.
but then you are not yet mine.
i can't stop pretending i'm fine without you.