Can You See Me Die?

Can you see the change in my smile?
Can you see me make the effort to go the extra mile?
Can you see the red band across my thigh?
Can you hear my sobs, my lonely sigh?

No, you can't see those things that are now me
No, you can't hear the sounds that I set free
No, you don't care what happens to me anymore
No, you don't care who is the person in this core

Can you see a dagger at my side?
Can you see the last word 'suicide'?
Can you see the tears that rest in my heart?
Can you see the lies that pull me apart?

No, you can't see all these things in my mind
No, you won't understand the body you find
No, you won't hear me fall
No, you don't understand me at all

Can you see the words I wrote across my skin?
Can you see the reason why I committed this sin?
Can you see my heart across the floor, shattered like glass?
Can you see my memories falling like tears in the past?

No, you can't see them in my eyes
No, you can't look for me in the lies
No, you won't understand my last escapades into death
No, you won't hear my very last breathe

Can you see the sights I last saw?
Can you feel the rain droplets that I once bore?
Can you hear the scream that I lastly gave?
Can you feel the dirt pressing against me in my grave?

No, you can't feel it, no matter what you do
No, you can't be there person who know's me true
No, you won't care anymore what happens to me
No, not anymore, you could never see

Can you see my eyes right now in the dark?
Can you see the pain, the tears, plain and stark?
Can you hear me call you name, just one last time?
Can you be me when I become this crime?

No, you can't stop me
No, you can't see
No, you can't stop me this one last time
No, you won't see me with these tears that shine