Your my drug

Your head is rotating,
Your constantly waiting.
Your sure your dizzy,
Others think your busy.
Your thoughts hurt,
Like your heads been burnt.

Whats happening you don't know?

Your confused about why,
All you did was try.
As the others have their fun,
They have their waiting one.

Now your laying alone,
thinking what have i thrown.
You've thrown your life away,
You'll realize one day.

Hes your one desire,
A look from him n your hearts on fire.
You feel if you do this for him,
Hopefully you'll win.

Hes love you long for,
You're want it more and more.
Till death do us part,
Surely this is a start.

To harm one another,
Because you need him as a lover,
but stupid me,
hoping we would b.
How could i think it'll be me,
He doesn't like what he see's

Lost and blind,
I'll have to try this drug one last time..