Sharon...

I haven't been such a
Good friend to my best friend...
And here are my apologies.
Sharon,
We've been friends since 1st grade.
We were like 6?
Who knows
It's been around 8 years
A really long time ago!
I don't even remember
How our friendship sailed.
Do you?
You probably don't either
Since we're both forgetful retards...
This isn't much of a poem I guess
I've lost my touch
Over the summer
You're now the best
Your poems, your words
All beat mine
Because no matter how hard I try
What you write is true
And what I used to write was imaginations that my brain made up.
After 8 years of goodness
We got into our first biggest fight
I know it sounds unbelieveable
To those who are reading this
But I don't remember any other fights we've had.
After that fight
Things changed
And life started to get complicated
You changed...
Or maybe I changed
Whichever one of us it was
It wasn't a change for the good
Sharon, I miss those good old days
Where we use to just have so much fun.
We're growing up,
Both in high school
I miss you a lot.
Because you were my only onr true friend
I hate the thought of losing you
But to tell you the truth
I feel like I'm getting replaced.
I never told you
And I never will
But that's the way I feel.
I know about you and Ryan
And I guess you didn't want to me to know
But I do.
And I'm sorry
I want to help you feel better
But I don't know if you want me to
I miss the way we use to tell each other everything
The way we never kept secrets
And the way we were always there for each other
I feel us growing apart from each other
And its killing me inside
Just the thought of not having such a good friend near by
Breaks my heart.
We still talk and stuff
But to me it just seems so fake.
The way you always act so happy
And the way you just seem so careless
It bothers me
But I would never dare to say
Because I'm just afraid another fight will happen
Are we still best friends?
I don't even know anymore.
Sharon, I'm so sorry
And that's all I have to say...