Always afraid of what might happen if you let some one through
always conscious of what others think of you
always paranoid of the people around you.
ever day felling self conscious, to self aware to live life,to self aware to be thankful for all you even if it's not much it's a lot more than some
never knowing if your forgetting something and never really knowing how you really fell hiding behind the shadows to lesson the blow if something were to happen
but you can't hide for ever the world is harsh and every one gets hurt.
