When i got out of the car
i see the tears you were sheding
the pain in ur eyes, hurt in your heart
I felt like going up those stairs
and hloding you and running away
i knew u wouldnt run and it hit me
my baby is going to do some time
I wanted to tell the world how nasty
and how much of a liar ur dad really
is.
Although we talk and write i miss you so much and i cant do on any
longer without here to hold me.
I wish you would have stayed that night i wish i wouldnt got up and pulled you back down into the bed.
But i didnt want to make things worse because i knew u had to be home.
Y didnt i call to see if u made it okay?
You just lived 2 houses down but instead i chose to let my mind win.
I knew something was wrong when i sisnt see ur face when i woke up that morning.
Then i seen the blood on ur hands and the blood on his skin.
I felt so bad for you because he
pushed you to it i know it.
Now you sit in Mount View for a 1 or 2 but im still here for you and i still love you.
*Dedicated to my husband Salvador Jr. I miss you baby*
