Something in me changed this summer
I'm not the same person anymore
The newly arriving scars mirror the pain in my heart
I'm slowly losing it all
I've just become a master at hiding it all
But now It's just not worth it anymore
Slowly changing inside and out
If i would have told you two years ago
I would be like this now
You would have laughed at me
Now I know you're noticing it
I know you see me changing
but I'll cover it up with excuses
The loss of sleep, the disapearing hunger
No this isn't normal, this just isnt normal