1 day a Little girl was born
that girl turned into me
an actress she was born 2 b
so an actress she would be
the game of avoiding life she played
a game she played so well
to act like she was feeling fine
how long could she last?
1year 2 years 3 years pasted
she watched them all fly by
but 1 day her emotions
caught up with her @ last
she started to scratch herself
leaving huge welt marks on her arm
this new game worked so well
how could it cause much harm
1 day a friend came up to her
and told her she was scared
not normal was this game
the game she played so well
She wanted her to stop @ once
she didn't want this 2 last
she wanted her to talk 2 some 1
some 1 else who could help her well
she started talking to this girl
all lies is what she told
she made her life seem so well
she was free after 2 months
you see it was part of
the original game
for no 1 to know
how miserable she had became
soon another year went by 13 she was at last
She was in an 8th grade
where no one knew her well enough
different but happy
they all thought she was
what they all didn't know
was that this was only
some of the time
scratching came back again
worse than the first time
All the stress and pressure
came crashing at the same time
her self confidence level
went downhill all at once
shy and sad she felt on the inside
while hyper and Happy she looked
a great actress she had become
she fooled almost every 1 she knew
soon the baggy clothing came
that covered her arms and stomach
she didn't want any 1 2 tell how scared her arms had became
her own dirty little secret
for no 1 2 tell
jeans she wore all the time
to cover her own ugly figure
every 1 grew tall and proud
while she stayed short and chubby
soon the teachers started to worry
a loner they thought she had become
they made her mother force her
to talk to another woman
more lies and deceits fell
from her own lips
this time it lasted for a year
till they thought she was fine
