PLEASE....

You say were friends and i know that,
you tell me to be happy that i atleast have that,
but if you where in my position it wouldn't be like that
you would probably be crying and cutting your wrists so it wouldn't end up like that,
i wanna be your bf but you wont let me in,
Ive asked you why but you never answer my question within,
Ive helped you stay alive so you wouldn't go of and die,
Ive helped you get through life even if it took a while i even made smile so you wouldn't have to fake it for the while so i beg you! WOULD YOU GO OUT WITH ME PLEASE?!