I am afraid of you
I am afraid of your friends
I am afraid that you will come back
I am afraid that you will have more
I am even afraid of my opening door
I am afraid of being scared
I am afraid of loosing friends
I am afraid that you will dissapear
I am afraid that i will never remember you
I am even afraid that im going insane
I want to see you
I want to see you bleed
I want to see the look on your face
I want you to die
I even want to come with
I want to hurt
I want to cry
I want to be free
I want to never lie
And I want to die
Most of all