I can't stand to look at you,
i can't stand to imagine.
the day's I've gone without you,
the memories I've been rein-acting.
I've tried to numb the pain,
the pills, the alcohol, just don't work.
I've gone crazy multiple times thinking about you,
exaggerating;I've gone berserk.
I've yet to accept the reality,
that you've been gone for so long.
I've always pictured you beside me a million times,
I've always listened to our song.
I've realized there's nothing i can do now,
nothing left to say.
i know you love me deep inside still,
don't tell me;i hope it never reaches that day.
i don't need the pain anymore,
I'm just trying to get over you.
i want to forget you,
but i guess i forgot to.
i don't really have anything to say to you anymore,
I've been trying to get those words through.
i need to stop thinking about you,
but i guess i love you.
