I thought u were my friend
i trusted u
and u violated me
some friend u are.
now u scare me ur stronger than me
and u easily trap me.
even after what u\'ve done i dont hate u. ur still my friend plus ur dating one of my friends
for me to do anything about what u did would mean hurting my friend and i wont do that.
u have given me nightmares and feelings of disgust.
and more than anything else u have caused me to be ashamed of myself
what u have done is unforgiveable
yet i cannot hate u for what u did... cuz then i would lose my friend ova u and its not worth it
i have to live with what u\'ve done to me...and at times i wish i was dead than feeling like this
but i am strong enough to live on
i wont give up bcuz of u.
